My biggest fear

My biggest fear is no one wanting to love me because my genitals don't match my gender identity. I see so many amazing and attractive people and the one thing that holds me back is this idea that once they see what's in my pants they won't want to be with me anymore. I'm not getting bottom surgery either, since I am afraid of doing anything medical involving that area, but I'm getting top surgery. Does anyone else experiance this? I feel really alone. 

-E.H.