Any malaysian transmen here up for a chat? Been looking for friends to talk about transition related stuffs and your experiences.
Hit me up at curtisskc@gmail.com
Showing posts with label friendship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friendship. Show all posts
08/06/2017
05/06/2017
Afraid of losing sensation down there
3 years on T and 2 years since top surgery. I want to get bottom but am a bit afraid of losing sensation down there.. anyhows, hit me up if you want to make friends or chat or meet up. Am thinking of gathering us few awesome unique people to maybe go for coffee and chat. transbrosg@gmail.com
02/12/2016
Shattered
After five years of love and a growing and carefully built relationship and loving together for 3 years, my partner left me in a rush in paragraphs while I was at work- just for the plan to be to run away whenever they felt like jumping ship. Giving up on not only us, our home, but also giving up on me.
I feel like my transition is the reason. If not part of the reason. That it’s changed me. That it’s pushed her away. And even if she says it isn’t, there is always that fear.
The shittiest part is I have no room to complain. I’ve been on testosterone for a little over 2 years, I’ve got a decent job, my family and friends have been loving and supportive of not only them running away from me but also as I’ve transitioned. I’m still a college student, I’ve got a fat happy cat and a big loving German shepherd.
But I’m miserable.
It’s been a month and it feel like centuries. I just want to be happy; wake up excited to start a new day, to get support and love from my myself, to figure out what’s best for me and my transitioning. But I don’t know what makes me happy without them.
I don’t know what to do without them - food isn’t appealing, cooking bores me, sleep is frequent short panic bursts, nightmares keep me in a horrible mindset, my insomnia has come back in full force, I’m smiling and faking my way through my day when I literally can’t look myself in the mirror.
I miss them. I want them to come home. I have put my heart on my sleeve and they don’t even want to try.
I just want someone, anyone to talk to. My days are filled with silence.
I would love to talk to and get to know other trans kids, non binary, queer, cis, whatever. I just don’t do well on my own and I can’t handle having nobody as a friend in my life. They were my everything and it’s gone.
/endrant
01/12/2016
From Atlanta, looking for friends
Hey there! Alex here; FTM and been on T for about 2ish years now, working on legally changing my name/sadly pre-op and from Atlanta looking for other trans men and LGBTQA+ people to get to know and talk to. Shoot me a message if you'd like a new friend on this blog or my transition blog; anupliftedevolution (tumblr)
27/05/2016
Trapped
I never want to go out. I just turned 18, and I'm pre-everything. Pre-t, pre transition, pre-coming out. I don't have many friends, and I'm currently unemployed. My sister always invites me out to socialize, but I usually turn her down. I'm miserable but I don't want to do anything. My family hasn't really noticed anything's wrong, I'm pretty good at hiding it. But I'm miserable. I keep telling myself I'll come out soon, I'll do it soon, any day now, I just have to sit down and write a letter to my parents, really soon. But I haven't. The idea of meeting people scares me, because I know that adding more people to my circle just means that's more people I'll have to come out to later. I feel trapped.
03/02/2016
New friends
Hey guys. I don’t have a lot of ppl where I live that I can talk to about being trans. It’s still new to me and a big part of my life. Would love to have some cool ppl I could talk with.
Kik: suckmypizzahard
Kik: suckmypizzahard
16/12/2015
Help?
Hi I recently came out as trans (to a part of my family, handful of friends and well, now tumblr xD) I only know one trans-guy (I hate using that word!) and we've become good friends. But I don't want to bother him all the time with all my questions. So I'm looking to meet some more people that have/are in my situation. I was just wondering if you would be able to guide me through the process? (I know it's different for everyone) I'm just waiting for my first therapy appointment :) thanks :)
08/12/2015
Don't wanna be a dick
I'm out in my high school (though I don't pass for anything except a butch lesbian) and the drumline I march with has been really supportive! They always make sure to use my correct name and pronouns- except this one guy. He's the only one who uses my birth name without apologizing and/or fixing it and I never want to correct him because I hate him (he has no work ethic and isn't improving as fast as everyone else as a result) and so I don't want to be a dick to him
15/11/2015
Trans friend
I just really need a trans guy friend who can understand my problems and be there with me through them.
09/11/2015
Hit me up on Kik!
Pre T transman looking for some mates !
Talk to me on Kik! SelfMadeMan1995 I’m friendly and love a chat !
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