I'm a transman and I love wearing my push-up bras and panties when not binding and packing

They're so comfortable and I feel SO sexy in them! I do identify as male, but I still love my physical self and my female parts+curves, even pre-surgery.

Mad cleavage

Does anyone else with large breast tissue find that binding gives you mad cleavage? Is there any other way to avoid this than not wearing tank tops?

Lucid dreaming

I have been working on lucid dreaming for years so I can at least have a male body and be accepted in my dreams. I never want to be awake

I am a trans man and i’m attracted to androgynous women/men

...and I feel like if i’m open about that i’ll be emasculated and assumed that I still want to be a “lesbian”. My partner is very fluid in her gender expression and is teased when she dresses “boy-ish” by a few of her really feminine friends and ask if I care about how she looks, when in fact I love how she looks, I love androgyne. Is it terrible of me to admit that to my cis-male friends? I’m afraid i’ll be made fun of..

Twin who's afraid to come out

I'm drab and a twin. My sister is hugely supportive of anything LGBTQ and I love her for that. In my head, I know she'll support me when I come out to her. But I don't want this twin bond thing to go away, because we lack this one thing. I'm scared it'll be too tough for her to accept that her twin sister, whom she's been steadily growing closer to over the years, isn't actually that at all.

I'm gay but I love this girl

I'm in a committed relationship with a woman, and have been for a while, but I'm afraid that when I transition I'm going to be a gay ftm, because most of the time I feel like I am a gay man trapped in a woman's body, but at the same time I really love this girl and don't want to lose her and I'm so unsure of what to do.

5'1"

I'm only 5'1 and I feel like no one will take me seriously because of this. I feel so stupid sometimes...

I need my damn female organs removed so bad!!

There’s nothing worse than having to go through things like periods while your brain is screaming THIS IS WRONG. I actually become slightly psychotic and go into fugue states during my periods because I’m already so chemically imbalanced and prone to psychosis, all the while having gynos tell me “WE DON’T JUST HAND OUT HYSTERECTOMYS TO HEALTHY 20-SOMETHINGS YOU KNOW!”

…Like giving up the chance to squeeze out a dumb kid is just the worst thing I can do to myself.  They even found precancerous cervical cells on me in 2009 (though I got checked again in 2011 and they never said anything).

I just want it gone. I am not dying over an organ that has done nothing but harm to me since I was born. It would be too much of a slap in the face. It is the exact kind of poetic justice A-bomb death that god would want for me. I just picture the saints and angels all playing the Rains of Castamere on their violins and god coming down to me and whispering “The Lannisters send their regards” while a crowd of people all yell OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH and point at me.  Jesus tapdancing Christ.

FtM and the single life

I am scared that when I come out I will be alone for the rest of my life. A lot of transmen I know complain about the single life a lot and my mother is always telling me if I transition I will be alone. 

Waiting for the answer...yes to T or trying to prove myself again?

 If I don’t get the response I want this time round I don’t think I’ll be okay anymore.