i just wanted her to like me

i met someone who i was instantly attracted to, she knows i’m trans.  i dont know how she thinks about me, but one night we were exchanging photos of ourselves.  she posted a naked one of her–covering up her nipples and with her legs closed.  i wanted to be close to her so i sent her a shirtless photo (i’m pre-top surgery).  and in the back of my mind, when we talk, i wonder if that changes how she looks at me.  (granted our first full conversation when we met was about bottom surgery) but i just feel like i got so vulnerable.  and i just want her to like me back and see these lumps as bags of fat–not the female anatomical word doctors use to label them.