Top surgery anxieties

I’m SO ready for top surgery but can’t afford it yet. Top surgery is almost all I think about. I got a second job recently to help me save up for surgery. But I’m nervous about the pain and the healing time because my day job kind of requires lifting and movement that isn’t conducive to my future post-op healing. So I’m already nervous about that…….but even being shirtless in front of anyone that’s not my partner, even a doctor or a surgeon, is really stressful to me.

Can't stop hearing it

My girlfriend called my junk a cooter one time over a year ago and she apologized and we both cried for an hour or so. Now we’ve stopped having sex and every time i try to get something going i hear her saying it over and over and i can’t push back the feeling that she doesn’t really see me as a man and the further i get into my transition the more it feels like she isn’t attracted to me and just resents me for bringing her into my struggle. I thought she was going to leave me the other day. That lead to some really bad thoughts.

My junk

recently i’ve been involved in a physical relationship with someone i’ve known since i was 6.  she identifies as a lesbian and has said that she doesn’t know if she can talk about my junk as if its hard (wants to use biologically accurate wording).  i hate this and i feel bad for continuing the physical relationship.

in love with a transman

Im bisexual woman and i think i fall in with a transman . Ive got questions that can not ask him. Does he get periods? Or talking about his sexual parts bothers him or not ??

Still a girl to parents

I feel like I’m not allowed to say I’m a guy because I was afab. My parents also say that until you get surgery your still the gender you were assigned at birth. Hearing them say that and being told I need to accept that I’m a girl is really upsetting. I hate it and how I’ll have to live in this body forever. Its really depressing.

STP in Singapore?

Hi. I am s transman from Malaysia. I want to find out if there is a place in Singapore where I can buy STP packer?

Hitler

My grandma told me as I was coming out that Hitler would have killed me 

Saving for top surgery

Everyone misgenders me all the time when I’m out. I don’t pass at all and I just don’t feel like I should even be here :/ worst part is, I have been saving for top surgery for a month now, I’ve got 5.20…😦

Femme boy blues

I’m starting to think that the reason it took me so long to discover that I was ftm is that I’ve always presented femme, even though something about my identity as female and my feminine body never felt right.

Depressed while trans

50 percent of the trans community deals with depression. 50 FUCKING PERCENT. I AM NOT ALONE, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS. WE WILL BE OKAY.