STP in Singapore?

Hi. I am s transman from Malaysia. I want to find out if there is a place in Singapore where I can buy STP packer?

Hate dating / no prosthetics problem

Whenever I pass to someone I’ve met and it’s come to the point where they ask if I’ve lost my virginity yet, I’ve always had to reply- “It’s complicated.” They’ve got all these ideas in their head on why it’s complicated, and I never fancy coming out with, “Oh it’s because I wasn’t born with a penis.”

Moments of body ignorance

There are moments of days where I forget that my packer isn’t attached to my body, that I have breasts that, or that AMAB people don’t have breasts. I love these moments, but lately it’s been hurting more and more every time I snap out of one. I sometimes wish I would never snap out.