of privilege & guilt

I'm a 16(17 in a month & 1/2) year old freshman, no one knows I'm transgender except the staff and a small handful of students. I have parents who use my name and pronouns, for two years I've been nothing but me. I'm privileged. I feel guilty.

Where to buy T online?

Does anyone know where to buy T online? I'm too young to get it through Dr Tsoi without parental consent, but...it's tiring, worrying about passing on the grace of a military undercut and dressing. (Singapore)

How to ask this boy out?

I'm thinking about asking a boy out soon, but I'm scared of what he'll think of me being trans. I'm not out to anyone at school and I don't want to be out yet, and because of that I know he sees me as a girl. And he's said before that he's not gay, which sort of still gives me a chance (since he thinks I'm a girl) but I'm scared that would he would not take the 'im a trans boy' news too well. I don't want coming out to him to mean he starts looking at me different. I know that if I came out well into our relationship he'd probably accept me but it still scares me. (Canada) 

I Feel Bad About Other Trans Guys

I feel really dickish because I’m a transguy who passes, and I just went to a new school where all my old class mates accept me and won’t tell so no one knows I’m trans (roughly four hundred people who don’t know) so I’m just assumed male, and I’m pre T as well.

And I feel bad because I read all these stories about other trans guys who don’t pass and who are kicked out and I’m just here like the opposite.

This might sound like a call for attention but I just want to say that I feel bad. I’m a trans guy yet the only thing I truly experience like them is dysphoria but mine isn’t that bad (most of the time it isn’t, there’s other times I feel completely terrible) because my body just kinda looks male and I don’t have curves and I have broad shoulders and a deep voice and male face and only very small breasts (I still hate them) and I just feel bad. I’ll never experience what they do and I feel privileged. Not that I want to feel what they do, but it’s hard because if I meet a trans guy I won’t be able to relate that well.

Don't wanna be a dick

I'm out in my high school (though I don't pass for anything except a butch lesbian) and the drumline I march with has been really supportive! They always make sure to use my correct name and pronouns- except this one guy. He's the only one who uses my birth name without apologizing and/or fixing it and I never want to correct him because I hate him (he has no work ethic and isn't improving as fast as everyone else as a result) and so I don't want to be a dick to him

Tips for a 14yo coming out?

I’m 14 almost 15 and I’m thinking about coming out soon to my parents. Any tips, story’s or anything would be nice. Thank you.

My roommate and I are both trans guys

but he's on T and I'm not, and I probably will never be able to go on T. 
But despite the fact that he's almost a year on T, I'm still more muscular than he is, and even though I try not to, I find myself lording it over him whenever I can. 
I feel terrible about it, but being muscular feels like it's the only thing in my life which makes not being on T feel tolerable, and I don't know how to stop being obnoxious about it.

killing me

I'm 20something years old and I can't afford to transition/come out to most people until I finish grad school. This is seriously killing me. Tumblr and YouTube are the only things keeping me sane.

I had to beg my ex's father

I had to beg the father of my now-ex-girlfriend to ban her from seeing me again, because she had no sense of personal boundaries, and had outed me to several people even when I explicitly told her not to. It’s been two months since I last had to see her, and I feel 80% better than I have in the past three years put together.

Family doesn't think I'm trans

In treatment for depression, I used my birth name for one month. That one month is all my parents needed to say I wasn't trans and that I was faking it and that it's a phase.

My mom won't let me go see an endocrinologist. My dad calls me 'butch'. My twin calls me my birth name and female pronouns.

Sometimes I can't wait to get to college, until I realize I'll probably end up looking like a baby boy with my pre-T face.

Everything is so wrong now

Everthing is so wrong now
My parents are divorced
I turn out to be a transgender
And I have a crush on a female uni teacher who always smiles at me
I don't know how to deal with these feelings

Tiny

I'm a really tiny dude and it makes me feel like I can't fit in with the guys at my school, especially because I haven't been transitioning for long.

Singapore Polytechnic LGBTQIA Confessions

Hey y'all! This may seem a little shameless, but here goes. Recently, my friend and I started a confession page for LGBTQIA students from SP, and I thought hey, some of you guys probably are, or were from SP too, so I thought I'd share the page with you guys! Here's the link to our page: https://www.facebook.com/splgbtconfessions. Feel free to like it (but only if you want to)! Also, I'd like to thank Shay for doing such an amazing job at running Transmen Confessions. Hopefully SP LGBT Confessions will be able to do the same :3 Thank you! >< [Alex, Singapore]