10/11/2015
Moments of body ignorance
There are moments of days where I forget that my packer isn’t attached to my body, that I have breasts that, or that AMAB people don’t have breasts. I love these moments, but lately it’s been hurting more and more every time I snap out of one. I sometimes wish I would never snap out.
09/11/2015
Hit me up on Kik!
Pre T transman looking for some mates !
Talk to me on Kik! SelfMadeMan1995 I’m friendly and love a chat !
08/11/2015
Ex-gf wanted to "fix" me
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My ex girlfriend got mad at me when I told her I was trans. This was a few months after we broke up. She said that meant she had never dated a real girl before. She said she was going to "fix" me and sexually abused and raped me. I'm too scared to tell anyone what happened even though I've hinted at it to one of my friends before. I still have to see her everyday at school. I'm starting t soon and am scared she'll do something again.
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My ex girlfriend got mad at me when I told her I was trans. This was a few months after we broke up. She said that meant she had never dated a real girl before. She said she was going to "fix" me and sexually abused and raped me. I'm too scared to tell anyone what happened even though I've hinted at it to one of my friends before. I still have to see her everyday at school. I'm starting t soon and am scared she'll do something again.
07/11/2015
I'm scared all the time
I wish I wasn't a guy so life would be easy. I feel like sometimes I'm lying to myself I'm a woman because I was born in this body and it would be easier. When I come out as a man....everyone will disown me. I might kill myself. I'm scared. All the time.....
James, USA
James, USA
06/11/2015
How to transition in Singapore?
I recently stumbled upon a buzz feed article about Jamie Raines transition from T's. But I've did a small amount of research to get this in SG but there's very little resources available online. So if anyone can advise on how I can get thru to transition from female to male would be greatly appreciated.
[Singapore]
[Singapore]
05/11/2015
I have to get out
I need to transition, but I know that the moment I start, I'm going to lose my parents. When I told them I had a girlfriend, my mom told me never to talk about it again, it was too much for them, I would ruin their reputation, and we haven't spoken about my life since then.
Every time I wear anything masculine, cut my hair, or accidentally reveal something that betrays my identity, I'm the instigator, I'm ""making waves"" and ""drawing attention"" to myself, and I'm guilt-tripped back into the closet. I'm 24 years old and I feel like I'm suffocating.
I've been planning for the past year and saving money, and the moment I'm financially stable, I'm going to cut ties. I'm scared. I don't know who's going to hire me or where I can live, but I have to get out.
[USA]
Every time I wear anything masculine, cut my hair, or accidentally reveal something that betrays my identity, I'm the instigator, I'm ""making waves"" and ""drawing attention"" to myself, and I'm guilt-tripped back into the closet. I'm 24 years old and I feel like I'm suffocating.
I've been planning for the past year and saving money, and the moment I'm financially stable, I'm going to cut ties. I'm scared. I don't know who's going to hire me or where I can live, but I have to get out.
[USA]
04/11/2015
Sick of lying..
I'm started t 5 years ago. No one knows not my past as I've move away from where I grew up. I don't know now if I want to be open about it it stay stealth.. Cause staying stealth sometimes feels like carrying a burden on my shoulder all the time. I know I don't need to explain/report to anyone. But it's just the fact that I need to lie from time to time and I'm sick of that.
[UK]
[UK]
03/11/2015
Terrified of coming out
I'm terrified of coming out as trans because I'm a very feminine person, the way I speak and act is very "girly" I guess ... I want to come out but I don't think anyone would take me seriously considering what I'm like, it also makes me feel like I'm too feminine to be trans and that I'm just faking it
[Norway]
[Norway]
02/11/2015
Hairy Latino
Being latino, I've always been fairly hairy. I used to shave obsessively (even my hands!). I've been letting my hair grow and it's surprising how much there is. I've found it lessens my dysphoria and I think of it as a good thing now.
01/11/2015
Healthcare
With all the political talks going in Singapore now, what i'm looking for is only healthcare, that includes trans.
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