but he's on T and I'm not, and I probably will never be able to go on T.
But despite the fact that he's almost a year on T, I'm still more muscular than he is, and even though I try not to, I find myself lording it over him whenever I can.
I feel terrible about it, but being muscular feels like it's the only thing in my life which makes not being on T feel tolerable, and I don't know how to stop being obnoxious about it.
30/09/2015
29/09/2015
My partner doesn't know about how I feel about my vagina
because I can't bring myself to talk about it. So I put off having sex as long as I can and when we do it, I feel so uncomfortable and empty and I hate it.
28/09/2015
To the author of "FtM and the Single Life" -
My identical twin brother is a transman. He was single for a long time, almost 10 years, after transitioning.
Now he's married to a wonderful man. I won't say that "There's someone out there for everyone," because that's super cliche, but I will say that it's reasonable to think you'll find someone. Also, 9_9 UGH, moms can be the WORST sometimes, can't they? (Not always. but sometimes.)
Now he's married to a wonderful man. I won't say that "There's someone out there for everyone," because that's super cliche, but I will say that it's reasonable to think you'll find someone. Also, 9_9 UGH, moms can be the WORST sometimes, can't they? (Not always. but sometimes.)
27/09/2015
26/09/2015
I am currently dating a transman now and we do not have sex
He says its because of his ex who used to hit him and say hurtful things. I am not sure if it's bc of that or bc I am his first since he transitioned. It's been a few months since we last had sex. Any tips on what To do ? I crave intimacy and idk how much longer I can go
25/09/2015
my partner is a gay cis man
he said he couldn't be with me sexually because i had a vagina, despite us being together for years as i discovered my transness.
why does everyone have to focus on parts, instead of the people? i'll never leave him, he's the love of my life, and i've had an ace partner before... it just hurts... especially when we want children and my fertility is something i pride myself on after major struggles with it, which keeps me from getting bottom surgery.
why does everyone have to focus on parts, instead of the people? i'll never leave him, he's the love of my life, and i've had an ace partner before... it just hurts... especially when we want children and my fertility is something i pride myself on after major struggles with it, which keeps me from getting bottom surgery.
24/09/2015
***Rape Trigger Warning***
*** Rape Trigger Warning ***
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I'm an ftm and I was raped but I haven't told anyone because I'm afraid that nobody will take me seriously because I'm an ftm (masculine presenting) and my rapist was a female.
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I'm an ftm and I was raped but I haven't told anyone because I'm afraid that nobody will take me seriously because I'm an ftm (masculine presenting) and my rapist was a female.
23/09/2015
22/09/2015
I am finally dating my crush
and friend of two years and I feel so free and in love with him but I know he isnt gay. How do I even start to explain that I’m trans? How do I even start to recover if I lose him?
21/09/2015
alcoholic relief
So getting impaired by alcohol (don't do actually bc it's not worth it) has relieved my dysphoria...or really any emotional feeling. Great and I can't tell you how many times I've misspelled words on this thing particularly the same word.
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