I need my damn female organs removed so bad!!

There’s nothing worse than having to go through things like periods while your brain is screaming THIS IS WRONG. I actually become slightly psychotic and go into fugue states during my periods because I’m already so chemically imbalanced and prone to psychosis, all the while having gynos tell me “WE DON’T JUST HAND OUT HYSTERECTOMYS TO HEALTHY 20-SOMETHINGS YOU KNOW!”

…Like giving up the chance to squeeze out a dumb kid is just the worst thing I can do to myself.  They even found precancerous cervical cells on me in 2009 (though I got checked again in 2011 and they never said anything).

I just want it gone. I am not dying over an organ that has done nothing but harm to me since I was born. It would be too much of a slap in the face. It is the exact kind of poetic justice A-bomb death that god would want for me. I just picture the saints and angels all playing the Rains of Castamere on their violins and god coming down to me and whispering “The Lannisters send their regards” while a crowd of people all yell OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH and point at me.  Jesus tapdancing Christ.

FtM and the single life

I am scared that when I come out I will be alone for the rest of my life. A lot of transmen I know complain about the single life a lot and my mother is always telling me if I transition I will be alone. 

Waiting for the answer...yes to T or trying to prove myself again?

 If I don’t get the response I want this time round I don’t think I’ll be okay anymore.

#TheTransFamily kik

Just one of the reasons #TheTransFamily is such an amazing kik group; this group is my family . We welcome all transgender people including trans allies 

-Keegan

Pronouns

What happens if you were in a relationship with someone who never used the right pronouns? Your friends got mad at you in the end you the two of you broke up. But now you are back to being yourself and your ex calls you the wrong pronouns

Just a little help

I feel the most comfortable when I’m male but I can never get T or transition for financial reasons and can barely slip a binder under my parents’ noses. I’m cutting my hair shorter next year so I can hide it better. But I’m still worried that I’ll be dysphoric no matter what I do. I feel like I’m at a road that’s blacked off by a giant sinkhole. I’m really trying to be who I want to be.

-D

Feeling really lost

I have been feeling really lost.
Cannot find meaning of life, wanted to sleep and never wake up.
I feel like people isn't seeing the real me.
I always feel like a boy inside but my parents told me I'm too sweet and gentle to be boy.
I want to transition but I'm afraid I won't be able to find job, I'm afraid to be rejected by family or not masculine enough to fit in with the guys. I would like to ask if there is any transgender specific counselling in Singapore? Thanks.

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Admin: Yes, there are counsellors in Singapore who specialise in gender issues. Transman Resource Singapore​ has a good resource here: transmansg.blogspot.sg/p/healthcare.html
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Family doesn't think I'm trans

In treatment for depression, I used my birth name for one month. That one month is all my parents needed to say I wasn't trans and that I was faking it and that it's a phase.

My mom won't let me go see an endocrinologist. My dad calls me 'butch'. My twin calls me my birth name and female pronouns.

Sometimes I can't wait to get to college, until I realize I'll probably end up looking like a baby boy with my pre-T face.

(Hate exists within the community)

Can we not have Christopher Khoo to represent us? She is a bloody disgrace and she know nuts about transitioning.

Thanks to her, the locals have a bad conception of ftms!

Male vs female in and out of bed

I identify as a male socially but i play a female role on the bed.